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Soft Like an Apricot

by Marika Christine

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1.
Chrysalis 00:29
2.
Do you see those dancers way up in the sky? Well I am not great at dancing but you really showed me how To be in love To be taller than the trees and ask for what I need And do you hear those voices singing poison in your ears? And do you listen closely or do you tell them to retreat? And what about me? Am I ready to face the changes in front of me? Sunrise sunset Bad butterflies S S Sink Ing Parachute to safety but the fabrics torn in two What do I do? I’m tearing in two. What do I do? I’m tearing in two. What do I do? I’m tearing in two. What do I do? And when I look in that mirror I don’t like what I see but I’m fighting off resentment letting go of jealousy Because that isn’t me I am shape shifting, I’m shedding my old feelings
3.
Apricot 04:29
All I touch is changing me All I see is painted green I want to hide No way, baby I'm soft like an apricot my mind is my enemy and I bruise easily, I bruise easily but why can't I have any fun 'cause my body holds handprints stained with blood so I'll sit this one out, sorry I'm staying home I'm not in the mood tonight, or any night Give it back, the silly laughter of the first night I got stoned Give it back, the nervous jitters when I looked you in the eyes Give it back, the satisfaction of my hips moving just right Give it back, give it back, give it back I'm sharp like a cactus I grow through the cement I push past all the dirt So don't get too close but why can't I have any fun 'cause my body holds handprints stained with blood so I'll sit this one out, sorry I'm staying home I'm not in the mood tonight, or any night
4.
The sun was shining when I woke up today But I felt like crying ‘cause my life is slipping away The car keeps driving but my soul is far behind Buckle up, baby, we will make it out alright. I miss the life that we built in that small apartment Those walls held our love in embrace ‘till we needed changes The car keeps driving but my soul is far behind Buckle up, baby, we will make it out alright. The car keeps driving but my soul is far behind Buckle up, baby, we will make it out alright.
5.
Cut it all off Cut it all out Rational reaction Take a step back Take a step down Sit on the couch Magnolia tree Blossom and die in just four weeks Still I regret the petals I plucked close myself off From the sun Others will come with affection but still I want what I can have Too explosive These emotions Rational attraction Be elusive Be the cowboy Secrets are power Secrets are power Secret power Somewhere between a stranger and a friend It’s easier to be alone Too soon to know if the story could grow I’ll make it up inside my head Just passing through A season of you, magnolia bloom Cut it all off Cut it all out Rational reaction
6.
Wiggling around Feeling kinda down Slept like a fight Never enough time Try to change my mind Drowning on Sunday Ooohhh don’t look back Ooohhh sand in my eyes Can’t handle the weight of dreams Yearning through whispered afternoons Put me inside the painting I could become a background piece Too many stars and light leaks It’s overwhelming to my skin Just lock the door from the inside Oohhh don’t look back Oohhh sand in my eyes
7.
Someone Else 02:47
Don’t call me baby I’m not your lady anymore I won’t come crying, won’t come knocking at your door A year has passed, funny how things change No need for labels, but things just aren't the same Talking to the clock Hearing my heart beat, without the other one Right next to me Go sparrow go catch a worm You know it won’t hurt too much If you fall out the nest If you fall out the tree on to someone else Go be your best Shine bright and fresh with someone else I’m trying to learn How to just be friends When the sound of your voice Feels like home to me No need for sorrow It’s been written in the winds But don’t call me baby I’m not your lady anymore
8.
Bird Talk 01:11
As I lie waiting for minds like skies to clear I wait for the words that prophets hear No need to hide as the stars like lasers scavenge through the night I fall before I slip into deep sleep Next to you worried thoughts are numbed and quieted No need to hide As the stars like lasers scavenge through…
9.
Staring at the seeds I planted Hoping that they’ll grow even an inch But in frustration I trampled the soil don’t know why Thinking about the ways of mourning Memories I let slip from my mind Now sadness comes in small fragments all the time I’m still catching my breath from the tumble we took Wrapped up all of my feelings in a ball of yarn It’s unraveling It’s not my house, it’s not my house any more It’s not my home, since she walked through the door But we charred pieces of ourselves that cannot be ignored Sitting on the kitchen counter coffee pot I bought that you still use Photos of our friends, are they still with you? Am I too? I’m still catching my breath from the tumble we took Wrapped up all of my feelings in a ball of yarn It’s unraveling
10.
Strange times are all it means to be alive Seeking comfort in a others arms The city offers concrete charms When all our friends have come and gone Do you remember how to be alone? If I woke without a song to sing Could I keep floating through everything? Would I learn to survive? Growing pains written in the trees Read like journals I used to keep Age expanding spiral through Like the shadows between me and you If I shiver like a leaf in fall I’ll still remember all Would I learn to survive?
11.
Pink Lady 03:20
Who are you? When will we meet? On Saturday or in a couple of weeks? I feel it coming, manifesting a little win for me Pink lady, apple of my eye Pink Lady, take me out tonight Save me from my own brain for a while Because I’m stuck, I’ve forgotten how to smile Who are you? Mystery man, mystery girl I want you Maybe I’m being selfish but it’s my turn Spent so long worrying about them and not thinking about what I need
12.
Well the evening cries and the shadows toss and turn in the changing light Think I’ll rest my legs, been a long day of standing on my feet ‘Cause it’s hard to be young in San Francisco Yeah, it’s hard to be young and be in love with the music and heart But we love you San Francisco Been asleep all year, stayed inside and hibernated with my fears Maybe now it’s time to go outside and drink in that pink sunlight But it’s hard to be young in San Francisco Yeah, it’s hard to be young and be in love with the music and heart But we love you San Francisco And all the houses I could never afford Still bring me comfort ‘cause they’ve been around for so long I’ll build a castle that leads to another world Collage of colors in a city of fog
13.
Familiar 02:13
With you there’s no ending Only passing of time You’re so familiar like the blankets I had as a child Pages keep on turning In this endless novel If I grow tired of this story I’ll write my own book Fall into pieces put them back together again Fall out of love but the windows open in a new way Deserts oceans I want to meet you Nice to see you smile With you there’s no ending Only passing of time You’re so familiar like the blankets I had as a child

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released May 26, 2023

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Marika Christine San Francisco, California

Marika is inspired by nature, relationships, and the highs and lows of being human. Classic folk rock songwriting with a sprinkle of weird psychedelic vibes. Whimsical nostalgia pop

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